📜 [EN] Lecture notes - 5
Doubt, Worship, and the Call of Jesus
Matthew 28:16–20 is usually read as the Great Commission. The most familiar emphasis falls on the command to go, make disciples of all nations, baptize, and teach. These verses are central for mission, evangelism, and the sending of the church into the world. Yet the earlier part of the passage is often skipped: the disciples go to the mountain in Galilee, they see Jesus, they worship Him, and some doubt.
This detail is not accidental. Matthew includes it because it reveals something important about discipleship. The people who receive the commission are not flawless spiritual heroes. They are real people with real questions, real confusion, and real doubts. Yet Jesus does not reject them, divide them, or disqualify them. He commissions them and promises to be with them always.
The Setting: Galilee, Not the Ascension
The meeting in Matthew 28 takes place in Galilee, not at the moment of Jesus’ ascension into heaven. Jesus had died in Jerusalem, and after His resurrection He instructed the women at the tomb to tell His brothers, the disciples, to go to Galilee. Galilee was not next door. It required a journey of several days. The disciples had to leave Jerusalem and go to the place where Jesus had told them they would see Him.
This setting matters. Galilee was away from the center of religious and political activity in Jerusalem. It was a place where the disciples could focus. In a smaller and quieter place, away from the immediate intensity of Jerusalem, Jesus meets them and speaks to them. This meeting is not only about mission; it is also about the condition of the disciples themselves.
The Great Commission and the Earlier Commission
Matthew 28 is often called the Great Commission, but it can also be understood as a second commission. In Matthew 10, Jesus had already sent out the disciples. They had already experienced being sent, preaching, healing, and ministering in His name. Therefore, when they receive the commission in Matthew 28, this is not their first experience of being sent.
There are important differences between the two commissions. Matthew 10 is more limited in scope. Matthew 28 expands the mission to all nations. Yet the disciples already know something of what it means to be sent by Jesus. They have already seen God work through them, but now they receive a commission after the resurrection, in a situation filled with awe, worship, and unresolved questions.
The Disciples’ Doubt
Matthew says that when the disciples saw Jesus, they worshiped Him, but some doubted. This raises important questions: Who doubted? What were they doubting? Why did they doubt?
The group in view appears to be the eleven disciples. This is not a random larger crowd or a group of distant followers. These are the central disciples, the ones closest to Jesus, the ones chosen and trained by Him. They are, in one sense, the best of the best. Yet even among them, doubt is present.
The word “some” can sometimes function in a representative way. It may not mean that only one or two struggled while the others were entirely clear. It is possible that the whole group shared some measure of uncertainty, confusion, or struggle. Thomas is the clearest individual example in John 20, but he may also represent the kind of doubt the others experienced.
Why the Resurrection Created Questions
The disciples had seen Jesus die violently. Most people have never spoken with someone who died and then returned in bodily form. If someone we loved were killed publicly and then appeared alive, even strong believers would have questions. The disciples were not foolish or faithless simply because they struggled to understand what was happening. They were human.
Their struggle was not only about whether Jesus was alive. It was also about how His resurrection fit with everything they believed about the Messiah. Many Jews expected the Messiah to restore Israel, defeat oppression, and bring national renewal. Jesus’ death and resurrection did not fit neatly into their expectations. God was working, but not in the way they imagined.
This is often true in the Christian life. God acts, but not always according to our expectations. We may have a theology, a hope, a plan, or an image of how God should work. Then God works differently. That difference can create confusion and resistance. Sometimes we struggle not because God is absent, but because He is present in a way we did not expect.
Doubt Without a Clear Object
In Matthew 28, the word for doubt does not have a clear object. The text does not say exactly what they doubted. It simply says that doubt was present. This is significant because many believers know this kind of experience. Sometimes we cannot even define the exact question. We only know that something feels unresolved, confusing, or difficult.
There are seasons when life does not work out the way we imagined. We may feel frustrated or discouraged. We may not know how to phrase the doubt, but we sense it in our heart. This kind of doubt is part of the human experience. As long as believers live in this body, they will face questions, limitations, and moments when faith is still growing.
Doubt and Worship Can Coexist
One of the most important truths in this passage is that doubt and worship appear together. The disciples saw Jesus, worshiped Him, and doubted. Matthew does not treat worship and doubt as mutually exclusive. He does not say, “Those who believed worshiped, but those who doubted stood far away.” He holds the two together.
This means that a person can love Jesus and still have questions. A believer can worship Jesus while carrying tears, exhaustion, confusion, or discouragement. Doubt does not automatically mean that worship is false. It may mean that faith is still being stretched and formed.
Jesus does not rebuke them in this moment. He does not say, “First remove all your doubts, and then you may worship Me.” He receives their worship and speaks His commission to them. This is a deeply gracious picture of discipleship.
The Disciples Were Real People
Christians sometimes imagine the disciples like spiritual superheroes. Because they healed, preached, suffered, and led the early church, we may think of them as far above ordinary believers. In modern terms, we may imagine them like heroic figures who never struggled as we do.
Matthew brings them down to earth. These disciples were real people. They had real fears, real questions, and real limitations. They followed Jesus, but they did not always understand what He was doing. This should encourage ordinary believers. Jesus calls normal people to follow Him. He does not only call those who feel strong, gifted, certain, or impressive.
A person who feels ordinary, weak, or unsure is not the wrong kind of person for discipleship. Such a person may be exactly the kind of person Jesus calls. The commission is not given only to the spiritually confident. It is given to disciples who worship and still have questions.
Jesus Commissions the Doubting Disciples
Jesus says, “All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to Me.” Then He sends the disciples. The order is important. The mission rests on His authority, not on the disciples’ confidence, clarity, or perfection. Their task is grounded in who Jesus is.
Jesus does not separate the disciples into groups. He does not say, “Those who doubt, stand on the left; those who believe, stand on the right.” He does not give the commission only to the strongest believers. He gives it to all of them.
This means that doubt does not disqualify a person from discipleship or mission. Jesus knows the condition of His followers. He knows their questions, weaknesses, and confusion. Yet He still calls them to participate in His work.
The Promise of His Presence
At the end of the commission, Jesus promises: “I am with you always.” This promise is often applied to mission and evangelism, and rightly so. But it is important to remember who first receives it. The same disciples who worship and doubt receive the promise of His continual presence.
Jesus does not say, “I will be with you only when you have no doubts.” He does not say, “I will be with you once you fully understand everything.” He promises His presence in the midst of their calling, and that includes the midst of their questions.
This is a great comfort. Jesus is with His people not only in their certainty, but also in their uncertainty. He is with them when they serve, when they struggle, when they worship, and when they cannot fully understand what He is doing.
The Disciples Still Did Not Understand Everything
Even after this moment, the disciples still had questions. In Acts 1, before Jesus ascends, they ask whether He will now restore the kingdom to Israel. This shows that they still did not fully understand how everything was going to unfold. Even after forty days of encounters with the risen Christ, they were still trying to make sense of God’s plan.
This should not discourage us. It shows that discipleship is a process. Understanding grows over time. Faith grows over time. The disciples did not need complete understanding before they could obey. They needed to follow Jesus, receive the Spirit, and continue walking in the calling He gave them.
Doubt Does Not Erase Calling
A central lesson from this passage is that doubt does not erase calling. Doubt may show that faith is still growing, but it does not mean that Jesus has withdrawn His call. Many believers disqualify themselves because they feel uncertain. They think, “I am not the right person to pray for others,” or “I do not hear God clearly,” or “I have not seen miracles,” or “I struggle too much.”
But Jesus works with real, imperfect people. The disciples themselves were not free from doubt, and yet Jesus sent them. The question is not whether a person has every question answered. The question is whether that person is willing to pursue Jesus and follow Him.
God is not looking for people who can prove that they have no weakness. He is looking for people who will follow Him. When they begin to follow, He works in them, shapes them, teaches them, and uses them.
Bringing Our Doubts to Jesus
Because doubt is part of the human experience, believers should not hide their doubts from Jesus. They can bring them to Him. The disciples stood before the risen Christ with worship and doubt together. In the same way, believers today can come honestly before the Lord.
Doubts may relate to faith, family, finances, ministry, profession, calling, or the future. They may be theological questions or deeply personal fears. Whatever their form, they can be placed in the hands of Jesus. He is not surprised by them.
The same Lord who met His disciples on the mountain in Galilee meets His people today. He sees their questions and receives their worship. He calls them, sends them, and promises His presence.
Conclusion
Matthew 28 is not only a passage about mission. It is also a passage about grace for imperfect disciples. Jesus gives the Great Commission to people who worship Him and still carry doubts. He grounds their mission in His authority and strengthens them with the promise of His presence.
This means that ordinary believers do not need to wait until they feel spiritually heroic before they follow Jesus. They can come with questions, worship Him honestly, and obey His call. Doubt does not erase calling. It reveals a faith that is still growing. Jesus receives such disciples, sends them into His work, and remains with them always.